Acceptance Torn Inside

I can't speak, I'm lost for words, I can't hear,
the silence burns a whole inside of me,
that I can't fill for the life of me.
I can't see, I'm blinded by the things you say to me are lies.
I can't feel, feel you near,
and that's because you were never here.
What am I supposed to do?

How am I supposed to feel?
I put my trust in you, but life can change.
You lied to me, you let me down,
you turned this smile into a frown
and now you're the only reason why,
I find it hard to sleep at night.
I'm feeling sad, feeling blue,
I think of the past times spent with you
and now there's nothing left to say,
so I just turn my head away.